In October, I got to go see my family. I love visiting and seeing how much my little nephew changes with each visit. I love him so freaking much. It makes it harder to be away. But I know one day when he can understand he will admire his crazy Aunt Rachel for always going for her dreams.
I also had two of my best friends as visitors in October, Rene and Kristin. It makes me so happy to see my friends and show them my new city. Oh, and I also was in a guitar concert in October for my guitar class. Felt like a major rockstar. I plan on keeping up the guitar lessons for the long haul.
And finally, April and I hosted a couple of parties the last few months. We had a small get together for Halloween and an awesome Thanksgiving with friends. It was my first Thanksgiving away from my family and even though I always miss them, we had an absolutely wonderful time cooking for friends. The turkey turned out amazing and I loved getting to make the pumpkin pie just like mom taught me.
Work has been pretty insane this year. I honestly have questioned a few times why I chose this career. I am always feeling like nothing I do will every be good enough. I am doing the best I can, and the best doesn't feel good enough. I need more hours in the day. I sometimes feel like I need a less stressful job. Focusing on positives helps. So has taking work home on occasion. I also need to not be so hard on myself. I am doing the best I can. And that has to be enough.
I am so freaking excited for the holidays! Bring on Christmas and all of the Christmas things!!!
