Many feelings

People keep asking me if I'm excited for my move to Colorado. I've started answering yes because people don't seem to like to hear the real answer. Here's the truth. You can know that something is the right move for you and be scared out of you mind. You can know that you have been thinking about this for years and still feel petrified and terribly sad to leave a place you call home. I can't be excited until I process all of my feelings. I love Chicago. I feel so at home here. It's such a wonderful and vibrant city, and I made a life here. And most of all, I have friends who I know that I can count on for anything. That is freaking priceless. So I'm moving with an open mind and heart not expecting to come back, but knowing that I can.